Will I be Okay ?

It is already July... But things didnt change, it still remains the same as usual. I keep on forgetting about it but still... I just dont understand why the real world is so damn cruel.

Whenever I see her, it reminds me the problem im facing. Im trying to forget but I see her everyday. T_T So, how long should I take this time for me to fully recover ? I dont know... It just like, my moody will back when I see her. Dang... Im 60% okay, another 40% still in sadness...

Grr... I hate this part of myself, easily get hurt by this little tiny problem !!! *yawn* tired been hurt by this. Should I say 'I will be better soon' ? I dont know... Let time to cure this...