Damn Pissed

I damn pissed off now !!! I waited her for so long, then at the end say, 'no'. What the... I just hate it, the life im having now, been ignored, been left out and so on.

Just now when I woke up, I felt damn hungry. So, I smsed the friend im use to have dinner with. After few minutes, she didnt reply me. For sure, she was sleeping. Then, I called her. She didnt pick up. But she reply my message, told me that she was sleeping. Okay, fine. I thought after my call, she will ready herself and have dinner together. Who knows, she said she had her dinner. What the ? Why dont she just tell me at the beginning ? I sent her almost 3-4 messages, then she just told me that.

'Its actually not dinner. 5 plus we makan. I'll consider it dinner now because I want to sleep now. Dont want go eat... Sorry ya', thats what she told me. If you really think about someone, you will wake up and tell that person, then continue your sleep. It is that hard ?

Or maybe you guys think Im 'xiao qi' or what, I dont know. I just hate it when people treat me like this, like dont care about me whether Im in heaven or hell.