Remain the Same

Am I such a boring person ? Yes, im. But is it a must for a person to be talkative, active, cute and hyperactive ? So that, he or she can be friend with ?

I thought, in college, it will change, will not occur again. Unfortunately, in the end, it appears again. Everything remain the same.I treated you guys as my friends, but in return, you guys just ignored me after using me. I didnt say that you guys must buy something for me as what friendship stuff, whatever it is, i just need you guys not to ignore people. Yes, i know im not as popular, as talkative, as active and as cute as some of my friends, at least let me know, im still exist in this world. But you guys really like to hurt people's feeling.

Even though im sitting beside with the so called 'popular friend', they only just play, invite and chat with her. They totally make me as a ghost, keep chatting and playing with her. Yes, i know im not active as that girl, but you guys make it so obvious that dont want me to join you guys. Is that so important for you guys, until you guys forget about my exist ?

You guys really made me so pissed off, angry and sad. I admit that i dont like to talk, DONT KNOW HOW TO TALK and dont look pretty, but you guys too obvious that, try to ignore me. If I got the power, I hope I can make myself disappear in this world. You guys are more cruel than me, I just cant stand with you guys anymore.

Im trying to cool myself, but you guys keep hurting me like it has been your habit. What the... When you guys need me, I will b there sometimes; when you guys dont need my help anymore, you guys just throw me away as like Im the object here. Is it that fun to be hurt people, to make people cry ? Sorry,I dont cry for you guys, dont ever dream about it.

I will be strong some day. Even though i said it so many times, I still cant be as strong as what I hope to be. But what I need for now is, time to cure my feeling. I will change some day. Everyone has his or her limit, so do I.

Disappointment

I just finished my test 1 few days ago. And I received my english test paper, I cant believe, I totally shocked !!! O.O I cant believe that my mark would be so low... not even half of the full mark !!! Sigh...

I like english but just dont know why my grammar not so good. Once I got my english test paper, and once I looked at the mark, I, immediately broke down. I wanted to cry out but I refused to do that, because I know, even though I cried, it will not change the fact. So, I accepted the fact and remained silent.

Since I cant change the fact, Im trying hard to make it better next time. But, can I really do it ? Hmm...

Second Life Style

It's been a while I post something here. I don't know what to write this past few months ^^"

Time passes very fast, it's already April. And it's been three weeks I studied in college. I think I kinda used to it already. There got lots of handsome guys, wow !! Lucky me, but they all have girlfriends. Nah... it's still have chance for me to search for a better guy. *laugh*

I met lots of new friends, they all came from different states. And I met my primary school friends too, but I cant recognize them because they changed a lot. =_= For the first week in college, I got my very first assignment to do, so fast... =_=

The style of the lecturers teach us is totally different from high school teachers. High school teachers are like keep ordering us to do this and that, but the lecturers are different, you can play with them, or chit chat with them, they are like our own friends. =)

New Year Speech

Is year 2010 !!!! HaPPy nEW YeaR !!!

We walked into year 2010, we just stepped out of year 2009. So, is time for us to say goodbye to year 2009, we should say welcome and hello to year 2010. It is just like we started a new life in this year.

It is good for us to bring along the sweet, happy and fortunate memories from year 2009 to year 2010. It is also good for us to throw away the bad, unhappy and unfortunate memories from now on. Like this, we can start a new life style from now on. ^^

I just drop by here to wish all you guys, HaPPy nEW yEaR !!! Wish you have a fortunate year this year.

^^

'The End' of Secondary School Life

It's been a while... I did not write anything here for around 1 month, I think. I just finished my big exam, that is SPM, Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia. This means, I finally free from studies... for few months. ^^'

When I was still in this school, I hate it, I hoped I can leave this school faster. Now, I kinda miss this school because got lots of sweet and bad memories happened at there. Of course, sweet memories will always stay in my mind, bad memories, I will just kick them away.

I also miss my teachers. Especially, my last year BM teacher, Miss Lan. Even though sometimes she looks kinda fierce, but actually she is a kind and cute teacher. And I miss the time during teachers were teaching. Most of us did not listen to teachers, we just did our own stuff, example, chatting, playing, did other homework, sleeping and so on.

I still remember, I was a prefect when I was form 1 and form 2. Those time became a prefect, is a good decision. Because my school got 2 session, morning session and afternoon session. Form 1 and form 2 are afternoon session. That means that day I was a big sister during form 2. haha...

Of course, I also miss my secondary school life. Even though secondary school life was kinda troublesome, but actually I like it. Just do not ask me why, I, myself always do not know why, weird right ? ^^"

Now, I can do whatever I want for few months... I can be a bad girl, can keep playing computer games, can shopping with friends, can learn japanese and so on. haha...

Unbelieveable Talk ^^'

I can't imagine she will say that to me. She is my Biology teacher, sorry can't tell you the name. But for those who know who is she, please keep quiet. She is a friendly teacher, but she is shorter than me. ^^ (Now you all know how bad am I.)

It's a long story and hard to explain, so I go straight to that part. When she was giving me the other state's trial Biology paper, she talked about my friend, named D. She said he is kinda weird guy and is a too good person. She told me this because she know that I also know him.

Later, suddenly she said if she got a daughter, she wants her daughter to marry him. That time, I was so O.O, shocked. And she said the problem is her daughter is still a baby, so can't. Then, she suddenly called me to tackle him. I was totally more O.O, shocked. I replied with a face of unbelieveable.

Before she end the conversation, she asked me to send her daughter's regard to him. I just smiled and walked away.... I have not tell him about this incident. May be after he read my blog, he will know it.


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Little Cute Dog

Yeah... I bought a dog.



Cute isn't it ?

I'm telling a joke. This dog is not mine actually. It belongs to my neighbour. My neighbour seldom at home, they will come back at around 9pm-10pm something. So, they decided to buy a dog.

Its a Shar Pei dog, looks kinda fierce but actually not. Its just only 3 years old. It named Marcus. He likes to sleep. In the morning and afternoon, he will sleep. But it active starts in the evening.

But the sad thing is, whenever I call him, he ignore me. Sad... Even though I don't like this kind of dog, but I like him. hehe...