Bad Time

My damn final exam is finally over. Other people are happy over their final, is eventually finished. However, as for me, I dont feel the same thing. Even though the final is over, I dont feel happy at all, but I feel very sad and demotivated. You will ask, 'Why not ? Be glad that final is over, and you are free now, should be happy what ?' and blah. Well, I just dont get to be happy, that is all.

This is the first time, I feel so damn ... This semester is the worst, worse than the first semester in foundation. Those classmates are so freaking close-minded. I just dont understand them, when I smiled with them, they just ignored me. They know I'm their classmate, but still didnt want to smile. They dont want to say 'Hi', is okay, however, they didnt even want to smile with me too. I wonder, is the SMILE will cost them 100 bucks ? Or more than that amount ? This is so stupid and lame, they are so unfriendly at all.

Well, come back to the final exam. My coursework marks are not good. Well, the coursework marks for both of the subjects are over half, however, I still need to score high marks in final exam. Unfortunately, both of the papers, I did them so badly, especially English subject. I seriously didnt have enough time to finish. I never did so badly before, this is the first time. I like english, I mean it. But... At first, since my coursework mark is not that good, so I aimed to get at least a B. But now, passing this subject also got problem.

However, I seriously hope I can at least pass both subjects, therefore, I dont need to retake any subject. Please God, please let me pass, I dont want to waste my parents' money ! >.<