Answer...

Okay, I found out something. I made a big mistake, very very big. It so damn obvious, but I didnt notice it. I continued to believe that, but it kept getting worse...I just found out recently.

The answer is just beside me, but I didnt notice it. Thats why I have made myself suffered for so long. Even though im still kinda cant believe it, but I chose to let it go. It too obvious, I cant describe how obvious it is, but I can say is really very damn obvious.

I chose the wrong path. I should not be with you at the very beginning. BUT I chose you. DAMN !!! What I want to do now is, to be an otaku, stay at home, no worries. But this will not happen... What a joke...