Missing Those Days

Everyday, before our first class starts, you used to wait for me at the front gate of my block, or I would wait for you. Sometimes you even over slept, and I would give you a call or message you to wake you up. We used to walk to classes together. In class, you used to sit next to me. We used to joke around, laughing around like a crazy couple even we were in the middle of the class, until the lecturers thought that we were a-pair-of-chopsticks-couple. We used to make so much noise in the class until the lecturers couldnt stand it and asked us to be quiet.

Sometimes, we even took some stupid and crazy photos together. Whenever I took out my cellphone to capture photos with others, you automatically would join us and started to pose some crazy and funny poses. We even used to eat meals together, breakfast, lunch and dinner, sometimes even supper. When test or exam was around the corner, we used to study together at the common room. During that time, we even went out and bought some coffee cans to drink to keep us awake.

I still remember, there was once we went out together to have a small gathering with some other friends. That was the first time and the last time we went out 'yam cha'. We talked and laughed together with others. I seriously enjoyed that time, and I seriously felt happy and I seriously laughed. I cant describe it out how I felt that time, it was fun and enjoyable even though there were few of us only. Im glad I went there, with you guys.

Well, it was 9 months ago, we used to do that. After I left you, it seems that you are more happy than im with you. Maybe, im not the truth friend you want ? Or im being too sensitive about it ? Even until now, im still thinking about it, why. Im the one who started it, and im also the one who ended it. Haha... Im a stupid right ? Well, I admit that. Until now I still dont dare to take a look at those photos we took together. I think, I will cry if I take a look. Haha... Im a coward right ? Yeah, I admit it too. However, im glad that you have them as your friends but not me.