First of all, whether im in love with him is questionable. I dont know my like towards him is really like him or like him as a friend. However, he got a girlfriend already. But still, he is kind to everyone, not only me you know, EVERYONE, but except few because he does not like them. ^^" He does not look very handsome or what, just an ordinary guy. But just dont know why I fall for him ? hahaha.... Questionable.
This is the first time we chatted for so long. Normally, our conversation will take only 10 minutes then finish. Today, is a little bit special. And he shared something secret with me, but im not sure whether his girlfriend knows or not. ( NO, I cant be the third person ! ) I cant tell the content is about what because... its a secret ! Even if I confess to him, he will just hate it ( because he told me before ) since he got his girlfriend now.
Both of them quite match together, for me. His girlfriend quite independent, to him as well. As for me ? Im so clumsy, blur and cant independent and so on, cant match with him one. He will feel irritated if im with him, seriously. Sigh... This is the big difference between us. Im glad we still can at least be friends. I dont dare to tell him that I like him. Seriously, did I say like him ? I said im confused about this feeling right ? Hmmm.... Why I keep on saying I like him ? hahaha... Questionable.
my baby is all grown up now!! whahaha
ReplyDeleteits normal to be confused and helpless, no worries! I went through this before too!
talk to me if u ever feel like talking k? loves~