The Cruel Me

To be a good person is too hard nowadays. No one will appreciate your goodness, they just take advantage on it until the end. Nowadays not like last time, someone will appreciate your goodness after helping them, return, they will help you when you are in trouble, not like now.

Since that incident, I totally changed. I changed into a person that quite cruel, mean and cold. I really can't be as good as usual day. It happened many times before, even when I was in primary school. Even until now, they still doing the same thing to me, that is bully.

Since no one will appreciate what I have done for them, why I can't be as cruel as them ? Do you think you are the only one who can be cruel ? Since you are doing this to me, why can't I ? I really can't trust anyone in this world except few of them and for sure, my family.

I just can't as open minded and clever as my brother. He knows how to turn around and say no. I want to learn from him. He is my master after all, even though I don't want to admit it. Sigh...

You guys, don't blame me that I'm too cruel, mean and cold to you guys, you 'train' me to be like this. And before I end this, thanks to you guys, I become like this. I really thank you guys who treating me like this, because I have learned how to treat you guys.

^^